Chapter 7: The Times You've Lied
"This is the first time I've done this. What exactly do I do first?" He chuckled.
"You were talking big a minute ago." I laughed. "I'll help you out, alright." I smiled at him.
"Of course, take control like always."
"Good boy. But first, did you get my present?" Andy looked around his bed for the box I left in his bag before he left.
"Got it right here." He pulled out a little black box about the length of his forearm. He opened it and pulled out the plastic dildo. "Did you have to buy it this thick?"
"I gotta make sure you stay stretched baby. Now it's time to get sexy. Take off your clothes." He obeyed without hesitation, showing me his pale naked body. I followed after, stripping myself of all my clothes. "It's been a while. I almost forgot how sexy you are." I sat my laptop between my legs so Andy got a nice look at my dick.
"Same to you. Now what do I do?" His face was so red it's almost as if he were a virgin again.
"Play baby. Do whatever you can to get me horny. Like in a porno. C'mon Dennis Westower I know you've got it in you."
"Fine." He smiled at me with a raised eyebrow. He sat his laptop farther down on his bed, unplugged his headphones and sat back where he was. Slowly he brought the toy up to his lips and started kissing it slowly. He stuck out his tongue and licked it up and down a few times before taking it out of his mouth, pausing for a second to rub himself a bit. He trailed the wet dildo down his body before he positioned himself where I could see his entrance.
I had to bite my lip to stop from letting out a moan, but I was hard as a rock. I started stroking myself lightly when Andy started teasing his entrance with the dildo. He let out a low, frustrated moan.
"You gotta get louder baby." I teased. He flipped me off and kept going with his movements of sticking the head in and circling it around and pulling it out. The deeper he went, the louder his moans got. Then he hit his prostate. His eyes lit up and he fell backwards onto his bed while he pounded into that spot.
"Oh, Ash!" He almost screamed. My hand started moving faster with him. I let out a moan and I saw Andy tense up a bit. "Oh god baby! I'm so close."
"Cum for me Andy." I moaned. I could feel it too. The heat building in my gut. I've been holding off, but I feel like I'm about ready to burst. He grabbed a hold of his dick and started to pump himself in time with his other hand. I couldn't hold off anymore and came in my hand, moaned Andy's name. I cleaned myself off with my discarded t-shirt and watched him finish, willing myself to not get another boner.
When he finally came he leaned back up, making sure I saw him he brought up his fingers that were covered in his cum and licked them clean.
"Did I do good Outlaw?" He smiled at me.
"You did very good." I smiled. "Very very sexy." We sat talking for a while before he fell asleep in front of his computer. I laid watching him sleep for a while, trying to stop myself from crying over how bad I wanted to wrap my arms around him. To be able to feel the warmth of his body against mine.
The months crept past so slowly. Andy left in the middle of May, now it's November and he's planning his trip home for Christmas.
"I was thinking that when I get home we go out to see a movie." He spoke in the phone. He was on his way home from work and I was laying on the couch in my office at the bike shop.
"It's a plan baby." I smiled stretching. "Then maybe after, I can get you in bed." I said in a low voice.
"You know damn well you will. But..." He trailed off.
"You wanna top?" I asked. We've had this conversation so many times already, might as well throw the little dog a bone.
"Yes. Not like you'll ever let me." He chuckled.
"Don't be so sure. I've been giving it some thought. Might as well try it once." I heard him let out a little squeal.
"Baby I'm so excited! I can't wait."
"Neither can I." I chuckled. I didn't think it would make him this happy. There was a ding at the front of the store. "Babe, there's a customer so I gotta go. Call you in a bit alright?"
"Alright. Love you."
"Love you too. Bye." I hung up the phone and left my office. There was a woman with tan skin and long blond hair. "Welcome to Purdy & Sons Motors, how may I help you?" Since it was a woman, I had to give her the Purdy smile. That's the best way to make a sale.
"Hi." She smiled "I'm looking for a bike for my Dad. It's his birthday next month and he's been wanting one for a while. What do you suggest?" She had a flirtatious vibe to her voice. She wanted to play me in this deal.
"Well, why don't you step into my office and we'll think of something." I let her behind the counter and into my office.
"I don't know how it happened!" I yelled. Chris was over at my place. We were waiting for Jake to show up so we could pick up Andy. "She came in, looking for a bike for her Dad, then the next thing I know she's sucking me off. It was weeks ago and I can't get the guilty feeling out of my mind."
"Because you cheated on Andy." He punched me in the arm.
"Ow! But I came to my senses somewhere in there and told her to stop."
"That's still cheating!" He punched me again, in the same spot. "Are you gonna tell him?"
"Yes. No. I don't know!" I buried my face in my hands and I could feel myself starting to tear up. "I don't want him hurt because of me." Chris sat on the couch next to me and wrapped an arm around me, letting me cry in his chest.
"As long as you feel guilty about it, and know what you've done is wrong, maybe he'll forgive you, but keeping it a secret is not something that's an option." He said stroking my back and trying to get me to calm down.
"Alright! I'm here!" I heard Jake burst in. I looked up at him, tears streaming down my face. "Um... You two are obviously having a moment. I'll just wait in the car."
"Time to face the music." I wiped my face on my sleeve, attempting not to fuck up my eyeliner. "I'll think of some time to tell him before he leaves again."
"Good. Let's go." He lead me out of the apartment. I could feel a knot in my stomach. I didn't want to face Andy. I love him, but after what I've done, he'll probably never want to talk to me again.
"Where is he?" I was physically shaking. I was terrified, but excited, to see Andy again. His flight had landed over ten minutes ago and I was waiting at the gate for him. People streamed past me one by one, but none of them were him.
"Calm down. He'll be out in a minute." Jake smiled putting his hand on my shoulder. What if he didn't come home? What if he found out about what happened and hates me now? My heart sank. I felt like someone had punched clear through my chest at that thought. The most terrifying thought of Andy hating me. It made me want to start crying again.
"Ashes?" I looked up and saw Andy walking over to me. He had gotten a haircut and a few new tattoo's on his arms.
"Bright eyes!" I ran up to him and almost tackled him to the ground. He wrapped his arms around me and I buried my face into his neck, breathing in his scent. "Baby I missed you so much." I could feel the tears slipping from my eyes.
"I missed you more Ashes. You have facial hair." He laughed pulling at the little patch of hair that was under my lip.
"Do you not like it?" I asked.
"No, I like it. It's sexy. It fits you." He smiled.
"You got a haircut." I smiled ruffling his now short hair.
"Turns out my long hair wasn't professional enough for them, so they made me cut it." He laughed.
"I like it. It suits you." I smiled staring into his perfect blue eyes. "I've missed staring into your eyes."
"I've missed doing this." He leaned in close and pressed his soft lips to mine. I felt like I was on top of the world. Like we were reliving our first kiss at my party about a year or so ago. This moment was so perfect, but I couldn't help but feel wrong because of the secret I was hiding from him.