It Feels Like I'm Falling In Love Alone 13

Chapter 13: I Led The Revolution In My Bedroom And I Set All The Zippers Free

This burning need, was the same as the first time I saw him naked. When I wanted to go into that bathroom and just jump him, but he wasn't mine to have. Now that he is mine, I was terrified, but now, I'm not. I think it's Ash. He's always had a way about him that made me feel safe.

The heated make out session was working great. Ash had started grinding his hips against mine, trying to make some type of friction between us. The sound of his quiet moaning was getting to me. He pulled my shirt over my head and started placing tender kisses on my neck while he slid his fingers in my boxers and started rubbing idle circles.

"As good as that feels, I don't have a vagina." I giggled looking down at him.

"Right, sorry."

"Don't feel sorry. I said it felt good." In almost no time we had gone back to kissing, soft moaning and rubbing against each other, the feeling was unbelievably good since the only thing keeping Ash and me apart were two thin layers of fabric. I had my fingers tangled in his long raven hair, pressing him against me while we kissed, and my other hand trailed down his back. I reached out farther and gave his ass a tight little squeeze, and was rewarded with a gasp from him.

Just when things were about to get to the point of no return, there was a knock on my bedroom door. Ash let out a groan.

"What?" I called out.

"Andy, is Ashley in there with you?" Jake called through the door.

"Yeah, and we're kinda busy. Come back later." Ash laughed going back to kissing me.

"Jinxx just called. He had to take Sammi to the hospital and he's freaking out." Jake called back. Ash and I exchanged a look, then got up. I pulled on some pants I found on the floor and walked over to the door.

"Does he know what's wrong?" I asked facing Jake. His eyes shifted from mine to Ash's who was standing behind me.

"If he did, he wouldn't be freaking out so much. Are you guys coming with or not?"

"Yeah. Just let me put on a shirt."

"I have to go find pants." Ash chuckled walking into his room. I slipped back on the shirt I borrowed from Ash and walked into the living room. I could hear Jake and CC talking in their room.

"They were doing what?!" CC asked sounding surprised.

"Yeah. Ash has sex hair and Andy has a hickey on his neck." Jake laughed. Do I really have a hickey on my neck? I walked over to the hall mirror and sure enough, the reddish purple spot was standing out in contrast to my pale white skin. I ran back to my room and grabbed a scarf from my closet.

"Andy! Come on! We're leaving!" Ash called from the living room. I slipped on my shoes and jacket and ran out again.


"Jinxx! Hey Jinxx!" CC called running up to him.

"Thanks guys for coming." Jinxx smiled at us. His eyes were red from crying, his face was puffy and he was a little shaky.

"Do you know what's up?" Ash asked moving him towards a chair. He looked like he was about to pass out.

"No. I'm super worried."

"What happened?" Jake asked sitting in the seat next to him and wrapping his arms around him.

"She had been throwing up a lot for the past two days, and we just thought it was nothing. Then she woke up this morning in pain. Again, we didn't think anything of it, until she passed out. So I brought her here and... And I fell so helpless." He started crying into Jake's shoulder.

"Don't worry Jinxxy, it'll be OK." I smiled rubbing his back, trying to calm him down.

"Mr. Ferguson?" A female voice called behind us. An fairly young black doctor walked over to us.

"How's Sammi? Is she OK?" Jinxx said jumping up from his seat and walking over to the doctor.

"Calm down. They're going to be just fine." The doctor smiled.

"Wait, they?" Jinxx asked confused.

"Yes. Congratulations Mr. Ferguson, you're going to be a father." The doctor smiled. Jinxx looked like he was about to faint.

"That's great!" CC smiled.

"Didn't think you had it in you Jinxx." Ash laughed.

"I-I'm going to be a dad?" A smile crept across his face. "I'm gonna be a dad!" He cheered. "Can I see her?"

"Of course you can. Follow me." We followed her through the maze like hospital to Sammi's room. She was sitting in her bed, idly stroking her stomach, looking up at Jinxx with a smile on her face. They didn't need words to understand each other, only a smile and eye contact and Jinxx ran over to her and embraced her. It was beautiful how close they were. Now that I think about it, Jake and Chuppy were like that too. They never needed words to understand each other, they could just look at each other and know.

Then I couldn't help but wonder if Ash and I will have that same kind of relationship. I mean, we get each other, no problem, but will we ever reach that point where we won't even need to speak to understand each other. I hope so. I mean, our relationship is just now starting, and Jinxx and Sammi have been dating for years, and they've only been married for a few months. Then Jake and CC are going on 4 years.


"Andy, what's wrong?" Ash asked. We were sitting in my bed watching TV. I had been zoned out since we left Jinxx and Sammi at the hospital.

"Nothing. Just thinking."

"Well, if you're done thinking, your phone's been going off for the last five minutes." I looked over at my phone. I had gotten a text message from Jon.

"Jon says we leave for tour in a couple days." I sighed throwing my phone to the other side of the bed.

"Who are we touring with again?"

"Escape The Fate and Vampires Everywhere." I pulled the blanket over my head and snuggled against him.

"Hey, wanna pick up where we left off?" Ash asked pulling the cover off my face.

"No. I just wanna sleep now. Maybe later."

"OK." He kissed my cheek slightly. "Goodnight Bright Eyes."

"Night Ashes."